I sense your presence already..

2011-12-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

christmas was awesome
haha

the christmas buffet was a nice idea. haha but the food wasn't exactly that nice . haha
took alot of pictures

we went to play dance central.
it was so fun, i want to learn how to dance flawlessly lol
kinect is a marvellous invention haha

after that we had the blueberry cheese cake that the 4 of us baked haha
it turned out to be much tastier than the buffet desert. haha
probably is the diy that makes the taste better

din't drink alot haha

now christmas is over.
new year is coming haha

i am feeling damn bored now..
work is going to start soon.
with those odd working hours and full weekend work,
i think i will have less time to meet up with all of u
haha

for the sake of money, still have to do it haha
hopefully will be a good experience for me
and an opportunity to make some new female friends for the first time in 2 years
haha jk la
contract say no BGR lol
so cautious haha

alright
got many things to do.

and i am getting an iphone 4s first
i dun care.
i need to fulfil what i have decided to do when i was in army haha

ola
merry christmas all and a happy new year.
wish for peace and harmony in the world.

wish me more income.
and wish me pass my driving on Feb -.-
wish me work will go smoothly
wish me got more leisure time
wish me...

haha.

TUCK YOU!

2011-12-20T01:40:00.001+08:00

beautiful..

2011-12-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

time really flies...
so fast my NS tour has ended.
getting back to reality feels awkward.
dunno if i can get used to studying once again.
but nvm

just experienced my first failure out of my NS.
dun feel good haha
but nvm
got to be more careful
i can only improve with each failure i experienced.

now looking for the most suitable job.
i must start after christmas.

christmas is around the corner
have u bought ur gifts and preparing urself for a good night party and a great feast?
haha

anyway it's going to be a hectic 1month of enjoyment.
haha hectic yes.
christmas 25, then new year 1, then cny 23.
enjoy or what.
but must really exercise.
imagine all the food u going to take in.
holy ..

okok enjoy yourselves.
HOHOHO~

2011-12-07T15:51:00.001+08:00

看了那些年我们一起追的女孩。。。

有很深的感触。。

2011-11-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

ok back to post.

haha just to comment how nice "the oath" drama on channel 8 ended

channel 8 breakthrough again haha

love it

haha

and the music so nice wor =D

support jesseca liu all the way =X

deeply etched in my heart the story .. nice! jiayou

2011-10-23T22:19:00.001+08:00

addicted to mmorpg,

not a good sign. haha

jay chou ping yin xi is so catchy haha

NICE~

2011-10-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

55 days left, so freaking long.

2011-09-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

must plan in detail what to do liao. not much time left.

2011-09-12T18:07:00.001+08:00

43 WORKING DAYS!!
next week whole week leave ! wooo

this week shag, but who cares
lol

2011-09-06T14:10:00.003+08:00

completed my 21km =)

saw my uncle in the army
haha
boosted me to run faster

suffering from aches tho haha
47 Working Days Left!

Wooo

nowadays it's getting more busy in camp
2nd last high key event, last being ord parade
wooo

morale getting higher

still learning driving, gradually picking it up haha.
but it just gets more fun haha
but sad la, next time dunno where can drive manual car.
more fun leh.

ok gtg
haha dun say my blog die le
okok
bye bye

suffering from chin chow addiction...

2011-08-25T07:11:00.001+08:00

anti- social Wang Yong Zhi.

but i like =)

2011-08-22T15:18:00.002+08:00

haha they say time feels expotentially longer as you serve ns.
how true. the last few months feel like years.

hai, yearning for freedom.

57 working days.
104 days.
15 weekends.

you see the way i break down the no of days left, already show how desperate i am le.

suck thumb.

2011-08-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

60 working days
16 weekend bookouts.

where got time...??. haha

2011-08-12T23:48:00.004+08:00

learning gives me the greatest satisfaction now =)

2011-08-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

a wonderful first experience..
the excitement is so overwhelming,
but time passed so quickly.
can't wait for the 2nd one..
=DDDDDDDDDD

2011-08-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

66 working days to ORD.

have many plans in mind man. what to do!

2011-08-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

I want to live my life more meaningfully.
what should i do.
what is my heart telling me to do..

2011-08-01T12:19:00.002+08:00

don't feel sian,
just tell yourself at the start of the day, today is going to be a happy day.
and i am happy now.
then time will pass faster, and more enjoyable.

yea.

2011-07-24T19:55:00.001+08:00

ok proper work starts tmr.

back to the monotonous days of work.

so sian.

2011-07-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

77 working days to ord.

countdown starts =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2011-07-18T21:44:00.001+08:00

i little at lost now.

2011-07-18T06:52:00.000+08:00

everything feels unreal.

2011-07-18T05:07:00.002+08:00

suddenly all the music becomes so nice after 3 weeks without an ipod.

2011-07-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

laid on my bed yesterday night after 3 weeks.

couldn't control but to exclaim the shuangness of it.

finally back at home.

the 3 weeks were well spent nevertheless.

experience the most kampung lifestyle and outfield experience

the weather was disgustingly hot, but it only makes singapore feels much cooler =)

now i am back

man i am so grateful.

cause i feel fortunate, especially after the community project we did there for the school kids.

Singapore children pampered la. haha

but overall it was an enjoyable experience.

it will remain a great memory

SPARTANS, we will be tough and effective!.

HU-HA!

2011-06-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

1 more day to thailand

haha

probably my last post of the month all the way to 15july

haha

will be back at midnight which means 16th july.

don't miss me people.

i know you do

HAHAHA

hey guys. come back must go buffet hor.

deprived nutrition over there.

reservist cooks sia.

gg, can literally eat ruan fan over there.

tahan la.

the feeling of botak,

makes me feel like a recruit all over again.

ready to go through the chiong sua all over again haha.

take care people.

see you again =)

2011-06-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

good old song =)

cut botak lo

2 more days to thailand =)

2011-06-22T19:07:00.001+08:00

good old song =)

2011-06-19T13:52:00.001+08:00

last weekend in spore hahahaha
alot of things to pack ah!.

sigh the sad thing is i din't manage to meet up with most of my friends before i leave.

wasted.

nvm haha

hope to see you all guys after i return.

what lies ahead is a mystery.

brace myself!

2011-06-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

Always give 100% at work.

Monday 12 %
Tuesday 23%
Wednesday 40%
Thursday 20%
Friday 5%

2011-06-17T07:44:00.000+08:00

one word.
SHAG.

2011-06-14T22:29:00.001+08:00

when will the day come?.

will i be able to handle it?

2011-06-14T12:31:00.002+08:00

Seeing the recruits, I feel a sense of nostalgia, it seems that i have served for a long time,
and..
excitement,

cause it means. ord is neeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
5 months and 3 weeks =)

170+ days. haha
i remember days before A level passed quickly, so hopefully it is as well.
haha
my god better plan what to do after ORD.
excited or wad!? haha
bye bye =)

2011-06-13T01:17:00.005+08:00

The three musketeers explored the north east area of singapore

haha

had a great time shopping and looking around

nice place to walk around at Serangoon NEX

had some nice dessert at MOF. =)

back at home

tired..

book in lo!

Fate is such a complicated thing,

so confusing, so unpredictable.

If only things can be seen clearly

But, I just hope everyone stays happy =)

2011-06-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

so jetlagged! nice and catchy song

sigh today feels like i kena recall for duty sia

very tired already still like that.

unlucky...

boss on holiday.

wreck havoc lor haha

haven't packed anything for thailand yet

dunno not mentally prepared . not the sian cannot see my family and friends feel but is the

go jiu go feel.

haha

which may be good?. but skali go there then feel the effect.

haha

ok la dun think too much.

tmr is our neighbour's enlistment day.

then u can see all the boy boy come and cut their hair and kena F-ed

oh my.

reminiscing the days when i go tekong sia

haha

but just that these people are the "tough" ah bengs

so let's see how tough they get

haha

alright gtg..

sleepy *yawn..

2011-06-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

oblivious?
or imagination?

2011-06-05T12:09:00.004+08:00

haiya shouldn't eat anything for the supper.

cause

FAT lol

a nice catch up with you all.

should do it more often. haha.

free ride who dun want ??? =D

Thanks bry

2011-06-05T02:08:00.001+08:00

kachitchaboom

2011-06-01T22:14:00.001+08:00

6 months.

ren..

REN AH!

2011-05-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

I am so confused.

2011-05-25T14:46:00.002+08:00

It's not only a matter of choice, it's also a matter of chance.

2011-05-18T09:53:00.004+08:00

Thanks for the birthday celebration on saturday night.
Haha i got fooled totally by your plan.

Anyway chao pai sheh for the meal you all treated me,
hmm, thanks for the cake, card and all
i really appreciate it.
It was really memorable,
I could barely believe somebody still cared to do this for me.
haha
but seriously
Thanks guys and girls.
thanks.. =D

2011-05-12T09:46:00.000+08:00

Fucking Perfect.
lol

seriously, the mv is impressive,
quite moving, and view broadening.
stay strong people.

2011-05-05T10:13:00.002+08:00

Sigh wanted to put Chris Medina song as my blog song, but can't find it on youtube.
anyway the mv and the song is so touching.

good job =)

BOOK OUT TMR LOR!.

haha aljunied... the fate is sealed on sat. haha
My Choa chu Kang no need say la..
haha

see ya =)

2011-05-04T17:10:00.002+08:00

Sigh, today is quite a bad day..
It sucks man seriously.
Low morale,

Just wanna go home now for nights out and hope for a better tmr.
It feels like exploitation.
can't tell.
can't wait to leave asap.

My life seems to have paused for this period,
and i know getting back to reality is going to take sometime to remember and get used to again.
but i know it is definitely a more fair world out there for me.
It is also making me feel that days passed and i am doing some random chores that isn't going to benefit me in any way. feel like a zombie.
You can call it discipline, regimentation, mental training, physical training
but this is like wasting time .
we don't need so long to learn and train up.
we already know what is right and what is good and important in our lives already.
Technically, we are also trained already... every part, even our toes move according to your wants.

I am afraid , getting used to what i am doing now , will lower my expectations and target set in the future.
I better get my dignity back,
I want to think for myself, think by myself, and think for everyone else by myself, and not follow blindly.
I hope to change this.
I need it to have the will to compete with others.
I need it to improve myself.
I need it to create my own future.

ok, quit my whining, move on, persevere ba.

2011-04-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

a long weekend passed like this.

haha

sigh

need to book in like now.

hai last post for the weekend.

good luck for the week.

jiayou!

2011-04-23T20:52:00.003+08:00

Had a nice bbq session with the regulars.

had a great steamboat dinner with the ballers.

had a great meal with my lao pa lao ma ah mei,

the thing that spoil it is tmr early book in.

haha

nvm decent rest =)

anyway

hang in there =)

yeap u.

2011-04-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

Maddi Jane is great =)

she is so young somemore.

cool. nice recommendation haha.

anyway i am putting Avery song up on my blog. haha

she is also one talented woman.

I like the style the song is sang.

yea

heading over to big Boss House tmr.

hai.............

2011-04-19T08:41:00.006+08:00

my luxury..
is u

2011-04-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

Take care of yourself and get well soon =)

2011-04-10T16:12:00.001+08:00

what a boring sunday..
sigh this weekend is really wasted.

tmr go outfield lo. but quite lame la 2 days only haha. stupid.
kk gtg lo.

2011-04-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

CLAR! help me secure the job at ITE.
I NEED SOME INCOME, my income is so pathetic that payday doesn't even make me happy.(ok i need it still lol)

MOVE UR ASSES! lol

2011-04-04T09:06:00.002+08:00

had one of the best weekend.
haha
hopefully all the april bday guys are satisfied with the birthday celebration.
haha
i Am more than satisfied
haha.
especially to see all the people attending and complimenting the good food.
i am sure the " behind the scenes" people feels alot of accomplishment and fun.
haha

somemore it has been a long time since we last had bbq food.
haha
happy ah =)

ok today is back to work.
haha
i guess is the celebration or something, i feel that the weekend was longer than usual.
yea.

don't know what is in store for me for this week
hopefully it will pass smoothly..

ok great i just screw it up before i can finish this post.
zz
bb

2011-04-03T15:34:00.003+08:00

One of the most emotional song i ever heard...
Cool.

2011-04-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

haha changed my blog song.
ya i know the title..
but i find the song and bruno mars voice very nice,
doesn't mean i want to get married ah ..-.-

feeling slack..
April fool's day passed like a normal day.
except facebook comments and some sms.. haha
feel easily frustrated today.
keep cursing to myself..
argh, think is too tired or too sian... no idea
but nvm tmr will be ok haha

always took things for granted..
nth goes right in the army for me.
DAMN.
everything is like damn suay for me..
or rather i would say, it doesn't suit what i really wanted...

confidence level shattered continually
argh.

I want to be a mind reader..

2011-03-31T11:22:00.002+08:00

aiyo.
watched the last episode of secret for sale.
very sad and touching.
haha
oh well, one good drama has ended..

got my marksman as usual, sap sap sui LOL
jkjk

hopefully this sat celebration will turn out well...

anyway, remaining calm, is the best way to overcome all problems.
what u can get, take it with pride.
what u cannot get, try to strive for it.
what u cannot control, let things be but don't give up.

sigh. do i stand any chance?

2011-03-30T08:45:00.003+08:00

secrets for sale episode 12.
very touching yet exciting.

see jesseca liu cry until like that.
think her acting skills up one level liao la.
christopher lee very sacrificial haha

think the script writer is very talented
haha congrats

going for combat shoot. haha
hope to get marksman like last year =)

2011-03-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

but silence seems to bring about greater fondness haha

yay i managed to book the bbq pit
wooo
looking forward to this wonderful sat night haha =)

2011-03-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

sometimes. too much communication leads to breakdown,
silence can be a form of connection instead.

2011-03-27T04:14:00.000+08:00

take good care of yourself..
migraine not nao zhe wan de..

2011-03-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

do you realise...?
what the hell.

2011-03-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

after watching the 10pm channel u drama "secrets for sale",
i can't help it but to exclaim the charm of jesseca liu
LOL
sounds like a tiko pei.
ok stop your fantasy, yongchee haha

the drama is quite appealing also.
can catch it on xinmsn

friday is cooking day
LOL.
make a mess time =)

2011-03-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

It always feels good to have your family around..
you will never feel helpless.
i feel so fortunate
after i tasted the feeling of loneliness.
It is also heartwarming
to know that someone else cares for you.
what a day.
Thank you.

2011-03-18T14:22:00.003+08:00

I don't like to have my future decided by others..
I don't like the feeling of having to wait and see what is going to happen to me.
I don't like to get the feeling of not knowing what is going to happen.
I want to control my destiny.

YEA!

LOL.

2011-03-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

sigh. my life seems boringly aimless.
no achievement no nothing.
no time
no mood

2011-03-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

ok,
i think we need to ..

2011-03-11T16:03:00.003+08:00

wooohooo.. nights out before tmr's live firing
woohoo.
today went to to do my 2nd year imt combat shoot.
hope i can still maintain the marksmanship haha

next week up rank lo
HAPPY SIOL
haha.
but it was rather abrupt.
anyway just accept it la

IPPT is still silver.
sian la.
everything 5 points. except the bloody running.
i need the indian running power.

ok gtg bye =)

2011-03-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

I got reminded by the incident again....
!*&%!*&%(*^(^%!(%)*&^*)&@%($&((&%@(!()^%(%$@$!%(!%^

2011-03-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

WAH I SUDDENLY FEEL BANKRUPTED.
lol

2011-03-09T11:50:00.002+08:00

Feel like changing my blog skin..
any themes or ideas that i should include in my blog skin?.
sigh
i dunno how to create one.
can only find from blogskins.com.
must go learn from Clar liao
haha

boss on course and on leave these few days
so i guess life will be fairly well for the time being.

yesterday night i couldn't sleep.
so i just write down what i should do after i ord.
so many wishes.
but some may not be feasible.
cause it is financially inviable.
how i wish i got more money.
and Clar ! get me the freaking lobang after i ORD.
or else really say bye bye to overseas trip man lol
unless u want me announce bankrupt la.
haha

this year going to thailand instead of taiwan for training
had to happen on june till july.
probably about 1 month
haha
long sia.
and missing out on alot of things.. haha

more and more friends are ording.
and the urge is rising again.
9 more months to ORD. =D

this saturday burn liao sad.
but this Sunday going Mustafa! whahaha.
ray's idea
don't ask me. haha
want to buy some stuffs too.

april and may got few holidays to anticipate.
that should be the next milestone
but where's the march school holidays.
WHERE
haha
aiya.. still young meh..

ok..
just flip through the scholarships and overseas stuff my mother gave me.
like finally.
marked a few.
just try la.
i also confirm won't get in one.

Today is nights out!
hahaha

2011-03-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my first experience of getting a little less sober than i normally do.
it wasn't a nice feeling.
and i know i spouted a lot of things.
damn paisheh, but i feel much better letting all my things out.

raymond was a disaster.
and he just show how dangerous getting drunk is.
seriously, he was totally a zombie haha.
and he couldn't resist when tf and clar was helping him change HAHA.
so girls, never get urself drunk unless u have some trust-able people around u
just beware seriously.

woke up especially early and felt refreshed tho.
and found out clarence dog peed on my bag, or is raymond's vomit i no idea la..
the smell is revolting.
my new bag know.
damn sian.

ok la
back to camp
ready to work again
i feel happy once again =)

2011-03-04T08:44:00.003+08:00

The more i see selina jen pictures after her discharge from hospital, the more i feel the agony.
I mean she is really unlucky.
accidents are so scary.
To her, image is very important, sigh, hopefully all surgery is gonna do her well.

Next,
was watching the video of the unveil of ipad 2 done by steve jobs.
as usual his presentation was short and to the point.
an admirable skill.
and i find Steve Jobs a really great person,
despite his cancer,
he still went to do the unveiling of ipad 2.
marvellous person,
great ambition.

i guess i will support apple products all the way liao.
=).

but apple clashes with flash haha.
nvm
still good
byebye

2011-03-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

yongchee is so affected by people's comment.

sian until..

i just feel like taking a long nap later,
guess i will sleep early tonight.

2011-03-01T20:31:00.004+08:00

last time could do 10km. now 5km half dead
damn sian sia

can't wait for csb
32km, river cross, shoot and give me the badge.

talk about river crossing, it was quite a fun exp haha.
when u are in the river, u feel great, when u are out of it, u feel like crap.
haha.

good old days..
now office and zz.

2011-03-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

LOL i am so freaking amused by the 9pm channel 8 show.
i tot it will be some normal show again, but it wasn't that bad haha.
Feng yi freaking funny, she randomly went up and ask yale, do you like wentao.
and yale reaction was wtf? epic lol
ok describing a drama scene on a blog is freaking stupid and boring and retarded
haha but i couldn't contain it.

blah blah.
today i tried to be less careless and listen closely to every instructions i get.
focus all the way.

Anyway
i learn a new italian word today.
Ti Voglio Bene.
haha alot of pronunciation to it. let's just keep it as text.
To anybody in distress, sadness, anger, whatever the down emotions,
CHEER UP
cause
Ti Voglio Bene.
HAHA
but really, never dwell on things, nth will happen out of it. perceive positively and act on it.
Keep everything balanced, yeap( not using balance beam or wad, i smack u )
but take care. life is short haha
29200
80 years of life
u only got 29200 days roughly
so little
so dun waste it!
(altho i kind of feel i am wasting mine? haha but no choice, guy's pink IC is harder to get, and we must defend our country! k at least put up some deterrence. as usual)

chao wu liao. haha
k bye bye

2011-02-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

when ur boss pms.
u r as good as dead lol

2011-02-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

when seconds pass like hours
days pass like weeks
months pass like years.

why got so much time.

2011-02-25T08:02:00.001+08:00

what your mind can conceive, you can achieve.

2011-02-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

This post is for me to vent out my feelings.
please kindly treat this as a place to keep my journal and refrain from reading if u dun want to sian diao.

i think i am someone who cares about what everyone thinks about me,
too ego.
i feel a great deal of sianness and a tinge of anger when i am unappreciated.
Especially when people compares your effort with others, which i know how much i had put in, but really there is no end to such comparison and I know there is no need for someone to boast of his achievements ( bloody stupid and retarded) . I believe strongly in letting your actions shows. But sometimes too much behind stage action/work, will never bring you any recognitions and understandings. and people demand more when u are already trapped in some crap hole, or sarcastically question what have u done. Now things are even taken away from me just because the majority > minority and the same things are to be kept for those lesser beings ( i would say).

I hate the fact that things are now more highly regarded for show rather than for quality.
I remembered i posted something back some time, about being more confident in demonstrating my capability or wad shoot, but jiang zhen de, I dislike boastful people, and asking myself to be one is gradually pushing the dislike to myself.

give me the power to turn everyone into understanding and kind people.

lame
fml.

2011-02-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

download home and various organisation will donate 1 dollar to be donated to the community chest.

http://www.thisishome.sg/

free and nice music.
no scam, and it's only a lift of your finger to help in charity.
enjoy =)

2011-02-20T21:12:00.001+08:00

can't take it anymore,
i want a good phone,
i want a new ipod!

2011-02-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

went to play volleyball against ITE today.
out of form, sigh
seriously, i need some form of routine training.
want to get back the ball control and court confidence.
and i even kind of strain my back today.
now it hurts pretty badly. hai.
why like that ah.
only 19 years old leh
should be the prime age wad

replenished my intensive output with a meal of mac with my fellow buddies
sinful, and very full.
LOL. but the 4 hrs of continuous playing should have taken away much of my energy.
after the match, went home,
feeling pretty bored.
guess i will just go to sleep.
no mood for movie, games, talk,
tmr i need some plan.
some plan that does not strain my bloody back.

the girl that SIM was trying to get close with was quite pretty ah.
HAHA.
SIM, u're best la.

ok i need to sleep liao bye~!

2011-02-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

Jay chou u win already.
can find so pretty girl in your 雨下一整晚 MV. li hai lol
the story in the MV damn sad somemore..
touching MV, emotional music,
win liao la.

award u with my blog mention LOL

白杨木影子被拉长像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市的小巷雨下一整晚

Fang wen shan, ur lyrics is as always so good la

2011-02-17T14:25:00.002+08:00

cocked up my work yesterday,
altho boss din't scold,
i knew he was a little disappointed,
and i felt a little paisheh.

but yesterday i was too exhausted,
could barely keep my eyes open,
not to mention the stomach aches i am feeling due to crazy abs training with my friend.

Need to really relax myself over the weekends.
want to go out, but everytime find the usual guys go out, think they also will feel sian.

hell vs heaven
yesterday vs today =)
today was reasonably well
got time to listen to some songs during work
and i am back to jay chou. which is an addictive drug.
but dun worry bruno mars. u are still singing fine.
lol

want to buy cx310
so affected by cheap earpiece now.
keep giving me problems and lousy sound.
should invest in a good one.

anyway, now i know what is
with greater power comes greater responsibility.
work never ends.
gearing up for my future.
good training haha
ok bye! =D

2011-02-15T07:45:00.003+08:00

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all. - Dale Carnegie.

I am pretty impressed by the RO of my battalion, it always gives these encouraging and inspiring thoughts that adds some motivation to my day and spur me on.

valentines day had passed, nothing notably interesting about that day.
Run a 4km and already lan diao already. dunno what happened that day, probably din sleep enough or wad. but nevertheless
still got a simple chocolate from my army friend.
but it still felt good
at least there is something haha

I wish to reconsider my course,
my mum wish that i go overseas to study,
altho she never really say,
she keeps giving me newspaper articles about going Australia to study.
so obvious.
Consider ba..

Next weekend hopefully we can go sentosa to play some balls,
Or canoe abit.
haha it was quite a fun experience the previous time.

..It feels that everything is virtual, there will be no improvement unless reality interaction is there. Take another unnecessary action? and screw up again. nvm forget it.

Busy week for my boss,
persevere boss!

(-.-)" appears offline..

2011-02-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

almost gone liao lo cny.
back to work 100% style.

wonder the days will pass faster not..
this 10 months is damn long.

feeling the 100% reluctance of going back camp tonight.

2011-02-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

back to jay chou music.

feel particularly quiet when hearing this music.
the tune and voice complements each other very well
=)

2011-02-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

I am somewhat inspired by the secret of attraction documentary.
You need to feel yourself with what u want.
your thoughts will give u the power to attract and create.
thoughts is the strength that can go throughout the universe and shape the universe while it shapes you too.
picture yourself in what u wish for.
when u are inspired.
act upon it.
then u will get it.
not in a definite time.
but eventually.
as long as the thoughts flows with the force of ur surrounding.

ask,
answer,
receive.

wow.

2011-02-08T17:33:00.001+08:00

I AM SO BORED,
i wanna go back to work!

2011-02-07T19:38:00.003+08:00

since i am at home.
i shall post something

these 4 days of cny went past so quickly,
but sure i did enjoy myself.
Although we din't go to many places. but going to usual places that we went in previous years become more meaningful.

having too many holidays make me feel dreadful of going back to camp =(.
aiya i must be thankful of the fact that i am having more holidays than most of us =P

wonder if i have put on weight, hahahaha
next week is intensive workout lo.
better exercise to prepare for the coming outfields.
anyway 10 more months to ORD.
fast right
i din't know how i spent the last 12 months.
but i bet the next 10 months is going to be a freaking long journey.
as usual, my friends who are going to ORD said nearing the last few months, are the longest moments in your life lol.
hopefully it isn't going to happen to me and all of us.

Anyway,
i have yet to open my ang paos leh,
guess i will go and do so now and see how much i have exactly. wahahaha
anyway to all of you out there, hope u have a nice cny and good ang pao money.
haha

huat ah!

(-.-)" signing off...
cheerfully =D

2011-02-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

when the power of stress sets in for you to look for your partner,
it feels awkward,
thing is, u don't want to find one just because you are stressed to,
and you feel lost.

call it fear or wad.
i think i should create an invisible barrier to block off all these inputs.

2011-01-30T21:32:00.002+08:00

the soothing and amazing voice of bruno mars..

2011-01-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

today i went out with my mum to chinatown
to help her carry groceries and enjoy the mood of chinese new year.
haven't been there for a long time
but things were not very cheap over there..
and din bought alot of things.
it's was fun and had a lot of good food wahaha.

i read my previous posts.

tired la.
i thought i am not fit for what i have written
i think it's time for me to reflect my mistakes..
i am so freaking childish.
zzzz

..
..
.
damn.
i need to change.

2011-01-29T02:33:00.004+08:00

like this new song
over again..
for you..

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

haven't bought chinese new year goodies, haven't buy new year clothes, haven cut my hair, haven't tidy finish, AIYO
no need to celebrate liao la.
lol. this weekend gonna be busy lo.

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2011-01-25T19:46:00.002+08:00

dream deviates from reality.
i need to follow my heart and fulfil it.
action speaks louder than words,
courage is the key to change my life.

though opportunities are hard to come by.

and i am unclear.

lag ~~~

2011-01-16T18:37:00.002+08:00

yo hoooo!

first i have to start my blog post with a problem
my foot hurts !
damn...
now i couldn't walk properly. all because of the stupid dance machine at suntec arcade
LOL
sia la!
ya
ghim forced me to
and so i went on it
i feel like a total retard
but haha not bad la.
got alot of fun
haha

long time since i last played arcade.
i thought it is a waste of money.
but then again
playing it once in a while feel extraordinarily fun
thanks man for the nice saturday

now the outfield is over and the turn ops parade too,
hopefully next week will be peaceful.
and i can have more time to go for run and gym

chinese new year is coming.
i am so going to take my leave on 7 and 8 th FEB
to compensate for the terrible cny i had last year.
sad and short and in freaking bmt zzz..
then i can
spend more time with my family and friends.
and got more time to lie on my own bed .
haha happy or wad =)

haven't buy cny goodies.
nth to eat yet
bah gua all
yet to come
haha

i feel like buying a new steamboat for my family.
i think i should
haha
probably i will go this weekend to check it out.

booking in soon.
i need some cardio exercise
BYE!~

2011-01-15T14:29:00.002+08:00

tired =(
but the turn ops parade was beautiful
Labrador park was a good idea but it was alot of hardwork
a very good experience outfield where i get to see alot of planning in a more sophisticated way
had alot of nice interaction with my boss
finally field camp is over

need to take a long nap
bye~

i miss good food.

2011-01-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

What doesn't kill you,
only makes you stronger.

2011-01-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

Yong Chee just did a thorough spring cleaning with my papa and my mama.
tired
but the feeling is quite shiok..
everything that is spoilt and old just throw.
feels very rich. haha
but my mother is very opposing.
she tried to salvage everything that is possible to salvage
haha
her nature i guess
but my combo with my dad
was an inevitable victory

comon la. how can primary school stuff still remains in the store
haha

althought i feeel very tired
but it has been a long time since our family work together to achieve something
today was pretty meaningful despite being at home the whole day.
and i found a stash that i have kept but forgetten before
and it has a few hundred dollars inside
haha yipee
money out of nowhere gives u happiness
can use those to buy new year clothes lo. yes!
haha
everything is worthwhile

=)
alright
people who are starting school in uni
jiayou.
it's another challenge coming towards u for u to overcome.
stay strong!
be confident of yourself

life is meaningful only when there are challenges.
so yea !
alright
next week outfield lo =(
hopefully it will pass quickly and i dun screw up
all the best yc!

the holidays are over
but nothing's over
ur journey to greater being has begin
HAHA
bye~

later~~~~~~~~

2011-01-05T14:13:00.002+08:00

All it takes is one special moment.

2011-01-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

bruno mars is my new idol
man..
his voice is so nice

just go youtube type some bruno mars live performances.
his voice really can attract girls sia.
haha
envious lei

tmr got vball competition
wooo gonna be fun
hope we are at the winning side =)

oh i also wanna thanks sir for the wonderful treat at the indian restaurant
feels so appreciated
thanks

haha
and
someone brought this up.
we are 20 years old to be lo!
it seems like yesterday that i have just celebrated my 19th
time flies
and what does this year signifies?
ORD AT THE END OF THE YEAR
ORD LO!
happy or wad

aiya but it is still at the end of the year la
still a long way to go right
haha

oh for the benefit of people who wants to watch streaming movies online
for free and fast
i recommend funshion
just type funshion on google and download it
it works like a charm
hollywood to bollywood
korea to singapore
movies to drama
everything is in the program
and it loads faster than youtube
so what are u waiting for

LOL
machiam advertisement
but it's really good la
china program ftw
haha
only people visiting my blog can enjoy this benefit
SO DO VISIT!
i see my tagboard
DIE LIAO
sadden =(
haha one newcomer =), but where are my old birds!?

hmm guess people are using less of their blogs now.
too little time
too much work
the process of adulthood
haha
k la
so long

enjoying my night of 2011
give me a good dream
bye!~